
To do it for joy
Without expectation
To do it for journey
Not destination
Ignoring the narrative
Embracing sensation
The pain and beauty
Your soul’s validation
Gene G. McLaughlin 2023

Fat Tuesday
We all got scars
On soul or skin
In churches or bars
We all got sin
In the public eye
Or held within
Raise a glass
Sing a song
Go to mass
Hit the bong
This too shall pass
Before too long
Want redemption?
Not tonight friend
Tonight’s for wine
Creating vague memories
We all got wars
We all have lost
We all got scores
Of things they cost
Live today
Pray tomorrow
Find a way
To ease the sorrow
Sin not committed
Cannot be repented
The cycle repeated
As was intended
Ash Wednesday
Remember that you are dust
And to dust you shall return
Are we more than want and lust?
An engine designed to yearn
Repent, and preach the Gospel
Even for the apostate and the apostle?
I repent to those I have done harm
Not to those who I do not know
I carry love for those now gone
As I await my time to go
Our 40 days come with no warning
They just arrive
Our 40 days feel much like mourning
You might survive
If it is too heavy to carry
Take it from the pack
If the weight of it overwhelms
Give it back
The intrinsic should not be surrendered
The extrinsic is not judgment rendered
The ashes on your forehead
Are forever made of you
Gene. G. McLaughlin 2023

I am walking away from the me of this
Through the halls without walls of the mind
I am seeking the clear light of the universe
As the fabrications of identity unwind
From is to was to void
Of what do the cosmos sing?
When the sum of one is undone
What actualities might the time’s order bring?
Gene G. McLaughlin 2023

I have always been open to the idea
That I would fail
Prepared and resigned
Comfortable with the idea
That when it all went to hell
I would be ready
I am a witness to the worst
Things can get bad
To this I attest
Things also
Can expand
The world can grow big
Near endless
Even for those with little
Nothing even
There are victories
Successes
Sunny days
Fists raised in triumph
The scope
Is everything
Everyone
All at once
This is not a zero sum game
It is a whole number
That counts you
Successes can be hard to see
They are not always visible
If you are a nail
Bracing for the impact
That strikes you down
For good
Be the hammer
Be the nail
Force and energy
Are all one transaction
Consider the possibility
This might be one of the days
You stand in the sun
Feeling strong
With possibilities
Burning around you
Like fire
Gene G. McLaughlin 2022

American dogs
French frogs
The world is going to war
Angry Continentals
Middle East fundamentals
The war is going to war
In the Arab lands
Among the sands
We all are going to war
Let it ignite
And burn all night
The world is going to war
Can you slow it down
When the oil’s underground
The world is going to war
The people forgot
The lessons taught
In 1944
No time to stop and think
When you’re on the brink
The world is going to war
I only take the side
Of those that have died
In the never-ending glory of war
Gene G. McLaughlin 2022

Dead languages in an encrypted world
Floating on currents of textual seas
New syntax and context unfurled
Ideas carried by the digital breeze
Massless data of New Babylon
Still growing ziggurat of a modern age
Non-physical ideas carry on
With or without the page
Language united with math
Following the binary path
What or who does it benefit
If anything or anyone at all
Are the data’s flows sinister or beneficent
Are its actions fair or foul
– Gene G. McLaughlin 2022

Gatsby develops Android apps
In the modern day
Daisy has a reality show
That’s a career in a way
Tom is the son of patent lawyer
Who went to Duke to play lacrosse
Nick is still choking on whiskey and words
As his body pays the cost
The world still glitters in the distance
The LED screen cuts down on the glare
It all seems so charmed
Until you finally make your way there
Nostalgia fills the empty
Where music fills the night
I’d say I saw them dancing
But the word fleeing seems more right
Gene G. McLaughlin 2022