What God Took From You

What words God took from you

I will take from Him

What words God would not let you use

I will use in your stead

What God has done to you

I will negate through my actions

What ghosts trail behind you

I will distract

What benefactors support you

I will befriend

Before we decay

I will carve your name in stone

And that which you never could say

Only centuries of water will wash away

Gene McLaughlin 2012

Summer Light

Summer light

Long lasting

In late June

It is the peak

Of life in full strength

Yet it holds

Great sadness

That is intangible

Yet pervasive

The mind

Dreams of

Summer days

Of a youth

Not ours

And a

Joy we cannot

Pinpoint

Yet know

Existed

The garden

Shall ever

Be longed for

The sadness

Our curse

And reward

Innocence

That time

Before

Recognition of malice

If we are understanding

Is not the question

Guilt is only

Relative

If the sin

Can be absolved

We are remnants

Of the explosion

Sprawling us ever outward

Eden ever

More distant

And its summer light

Dimming quickly

Gene G. McLaughlin 2005

Street Level Gallup

Sing me your song of addiction

Sing me your song of disease

Croon me your tune of affliction

My ears take it all in with ease

I have never known anything other

I have never tasted anything true

Gates to salvation couldn’t be further

Soul broken all the way through

Speak to me on why to vote in elections

Speak to me why to not steal

Politicians are walking speaking infections

Who call theft the ‘art of the deal’

Life is hard enough day to day already

Life hurts to the bone aching core

Here your rhetoric often turns deadly

Bother my neighborhood no more

Gene G. McLaughlin 2004

Names

In the bright crisp sun of morning

The rabbit eats the green leaf

He is anxious and alert

But has no name for the state

He is in

The raptor watches the rabbit

Dreaming of pursuit of his prey

He hungers and launches

In the shining shimmer of the open air

But has no name of the state

He is in

I watch both

And rejoice and mourn I have so many

Names for the state of things

Gene McLaughlin 2012

J. Wellington Wimpy

J. Wellington Wimpy the world’s foremost moocher

Of juicy hamburgers;

What is your tale outside your insatiable meat lust?

Have you found love in life or accomplished a goal

Or always singularly sought burgers grilled over charcoal

Does the violence of Popeye and Bluto

Divert your eyes from your beef?

Does Olive Oyl’s skinny stick figure

Make you pause your chomping of teeth?

Does anyone collect on your postponed debts?

Or try to reclaim funds through physical threats?

J. Wellington tell me your story!

I bet it is sad and tragic and true!

J. Wellington are you like me?

Is there another person people once knew?

Gene G. McLaughlin 2005

Mast General, Asheville, NC

Bricks and mortar

And little joys

Stuff in aisles

And scattered toys

Tourists and locals

Hipsters and yokels

All gather here

Shoes and knives

Scarves and candies

Strolling wives

Dressed up dandies

All gather here

The place agreed upon

All gather here

Gene G. McLaughlin 2012

Snow Peas

In the morning

There is a chill

In the air

Slowly I move

Outside

The sun is

Peaking over

The horizon

And the fog

Is dissipating

Slowly and

Surely

Across the dirt

Road

Is the garden

Deer sit quietly

Eating the

Snow peas

Thankful they

Grow so well

In the chilly

Weather

I think to chase

Them away

Then consider

Pantry is full

Canning is done

I will let them

Enjoy the sweet

Crisp taste in

Peace

Before winter

Comes again

Gene G. McLaughlin 2005

July 16 and 17 1999(Man is man no longer)

Time of death 6:47

Body is warm but eyes are empty

Medic closes them

It is 20 years ago

We are in the woods (woods not now)

Behind the mountain (mountain even now)

It is sunny but cold

There is a foundation of a house (house not even then)

There are rusty ancient tools (tools still in some form)

‘This is a time and place to recall’

Time and place recalled correctly clearly

Medics move quickly

Arrangements made long ago

Fires will burn hot clean permanent

There is a deer close to the foundation(deer probably not now)

Deer ponders green on forest floor(green still green each spring)

We are appraised as no danger

‘Some are moments to cherish’

Moment indeed moment is cherished

Medics leave dark of night seems darker

Phone rings condolences are given support offered

Declined but appreciated grief unmassaged by words or actions

Stream runs cold and strong(stream still stream now)

Next to the water bug is eaten by a green frog(bug not bug in a moment)

Frog hops away happy with achievement

‘All thing are connected’

Coffee in the morning mind distant and unclear

No tears shed but mind is tired

TV hums in background talks of plane crash in ocean

Young couples fate not known worst suspected

Heat of day approaches soon food crowds kitchen

Recently delivered made with care

Day passes quickly thoughts of varied topics

Distractions are fleeting but happen none the less

Objects flood memories good bad neither

Formalities will come soon after(Already man is man no longer)

For my father 1938-1999

Gene G. McLaughlin 2003

Feedback Serenade

Feedback serenade

I can hear it in the night

Lying in the bed I’ve made

I can feel you through the night

You are howling

Only for me

Ever prowling

Only for me

I am guilty

At least I think

I am filthy

At least I think

Feedback serenade

Dissonant song of hunting

Ringing ears do not fade

Instinct says I should be running

I would be haunted

If I could think

I cannot sleep

If not for drink

Maybe self created

In my own skull

Never dissipated

The howl never dulls

Gene G. McLaughlin 2006

Fat Tuesday Ash Wednesday

We all got scars

On soul or skin

In churches or bars

We all got sin

In the public eye

Or held within

Raise a glass

Sing a song

Go to mass

Hit the bong

This too shall pass

Before too long

You want redemption?

Not tonight friend

Tonight’s for wine

And vague memories

We all got wars

We all have lost

We all got scores

Of things they cost

Live today

Pray tomorrow

Find a way

To ease the sorrow

Sin not committed

Cannot be repented

The cycle repeated

As He intended

Gene G. McLaughlin 2006